Many times in my life I have had people tell me that I am just this amazing person who can accomplish so much. That I have the perfect family and everything just seems to go right for us. To all those people I have to say, perfection is a fantasy of this life and my life is anything but perfect. Some day I may obtain "perfection" but it won't be here and now. I am a human being with human faults. I have done things I regret, lived through things that brought out the worst in me and almost destroyed things that are around me. I am frail, I am weak and I have to struggle each and every day to just try and stay in control and do the best I can without falling completely apart.
